I don't know what your area is like for finding a metaphysical store (ie; one that sells candles, oils, and books). But I know that there are several of these stores in my area. They have events several times a year where they introduce the services of area psychics, readers, and reiki practitioners, as well as having them available for walk ins or appointments. I had a very good reading with a woman who was, in fact, an employee at the shop. You might want to check if something like that is available around you. Good luck!